2-2-08

this is my office
for some reason i can concentrate and breath at this store
and i can steal panera's internet
maybe its because ive never worked at this location
and its a cafe store... no constant dings

or voices that exclaim,
"thanks for choosing starbucks! yadayadayada!"

i-yii-yii :)

(but i do the same thing...
we all sound like were hyped up on too much caffine

and... dont forget the crack, lol)

meeting with the kids today

found a new diane
--i think i pushed too much for her to come this week
(she just got the part)

even though she already said she kinda had plans

oh well, none of us are perfect
and im imperfect, stressed, impatient, and full of fear
so... eh, whatever.

but we have a new diane
and she already has sat afternoons free (usually)
and shes gonna bring her kids to the meetings...

YAY! more kids...

i love working with them
they make it all worth while

now to find a new aaron
(trey wanted to do it so badly...
i feel bad... but i cant get a hold of his mom
--who was originally going to be diane)

and from there...
a young aaron

hmm.

benifit shows are being planned
thats slightly stressful

i need to get some pictures of people to update cast/crew
(lists are great for that)

we have the sponsor letter written...
just need ot format the header a bit and print it out

theres a senior at beech grove high i need to e-mail
shes gonna be on crew!!

financial sponsor proposal to write...
thats huge
i told dan id e-mail it to him by yesterday
but earlier this week i made a desision to sleep when i needed to
(like at night... you know, instead of going days without sleep)
so, i havnt had a chance to sit down and write it...
the plan is to write it today
theres a lot of thought that goes into something like that

a lot of reading through

a lot of pouring our my heart for this film
and film in my life
and plans for this film
and furture projects
and others futures involved
and its going to potential big-wigs
at least for us...
people that will make a desision to give us money
money that is theirs
that they want to use wisely
so i must convince them that it would be wise to give to this project

no pressure, eh?

lol

though i doubt a thousand times over
every day
its why i stress so often

god will proide
move hearts
provide and move hands and feet
(even my own)
he changed the hearts of kings
and he is bigger than the kings
he parted the oceans and red sea
theyre but dust in his hand
were but grasshoppers beneath his feet
were here today
gone tomorrow

how great is our god
man... how great is our god.

so thats today

i told myself and everyone that i was going to play downtown

for money for this film today

i hope tomorrow
i like doing it
and i think i could make some change
at least some pity change, lol

okay ive got work to do

talk to you later